both the same

It sucks to know that you're torn between two lover, when both of them are equally good... As some may not know, i'm stuck between two guys that i really love, and really want to be with... call me stubborn, selfish, idiot, moron, player or whatsoever it is, but i feel the same for both of them...

One of them is a student in Malaysia at my age, which i've never met before, but we've developed this very special feeling towards one another.... The feeling has been there for quite awhile, and i've started a relationship with him (a distance one) for almost 3 months... I know someone out there may think that i am childish to have such feeling, but what i feel is true...

The other guy has been with me for almost 2 years, and he's slightly older than me... Its not that i don't love him, but i've just developed a new feeling for the other guy at my age... I do know that its a stupid option wanting to be with both of them, but that is what i've opted for...