anger turn pleasure

Whenever a couple has got an arguement, i personally think that the best way to make up is to have a make up sex.. as i've read about it several times from some articles, i've personally only gave it a go yesterday, and trust me... its really good and like the session was so much hotter than usual...

well, basically me and my bf had some arguement and we were both pretty upset over it... after a hot shower (i showered alone btw), we were having a chat in his room when we just started kissing and things just went on to removing pieces of clothes before the whole thing started...

believe it or not, the whole sexual intercourse lasted for like more than an hour like continuously... we started from like top up bottom down facing one another position to like everything... side ways, on the chair, carry, on the back and like everything u can imagine (not to forget the doggy position)... like yea... it was freaking good...
i wonder how many calories i lost just from yesterday night... hahaha..

damn it... thinking about the whole session is making me horny...

to satisfy

its funny how my mood changes so fast from one to another.. at one night, i was emo and all upset, and the next day waking up knowing that everything has turned better and life still goes on... perhaps its the miracle work of a good sleep + a carefree day...

Well, i find it quite funny that why i am back here now at this blog talking about my life... should i talk about my sexcapades or should i just talk about my real life?

I have my never-ever-ending-lust to satisfy that i have to get rid of daily and somehow, it has increased to like twice a day now... haha... the funny thing was that yesterday when i was watching a movie(gay one but not exactly a porn), i got so turned on by the male character moaning and i end up wanking... haha...

the bi-product of a horny guy with a gay movie... CUM!

whore

I am now officially calling myself a slut... I am not happy with what i am doing now, but basically i think that it is best that things remain like what it is now... maybe by keeping things just how it is now will make everyone happier...

Anyway, having reading pluboy's blog just now, I have to say that i am kinda sexually active too.. having all these activities lately has really spiced up yet complicate my sexual life... am i just pure horny or slut?

alone

a lot has happened lately, and things has been getting out of control that i myself is not taking it well... I have screwed up my life, and a few more others whom i should have not... I have been trying to be happy for the past few weeks, but i has been really hard for me... All i do is just to do things like a routine, and trying to make everyone happy other than myself.... i am not blaming anyone for it, as it is myself who has brought it to this stage...

I personally would see this blog as a place to escape from the public and to ignore what other people think about me so i can just be myself...

I am upset now for upsetting all these people who i really care for... maybe this is karma, but i am really feeling it... How i really wish that i will just be able to go to bed and never ever wake up to face the reality and what is going on around me..

I really want to cry now, and to just live my life just how it used to be 10 years ago.. I really hate myself now, and would like everything to end... I dont want to hurt anymore people, and i just want to go on with my life all by myself alone... I dont want anyone to look at me or to show any affection to me... just leave me alone... I just want to be all by myself!