Sunday, January 17, 2010

maintaining a WE?

its weird waking up knowing that you've had a dream about your ex and worst when its some sort of like a wet dream kinda thing... anyway, had a great week and things were looking great in class and everything was going according to plan but when it comes to relationship, its another story...

T seems to be ignoring and being treating me very coldly as there seems to be almost no sms... i can sense that something bad is about to happen but i don think that i am all prepare for it... although we've never met, but it still sucks knowing that the so called online relationship we have is going to end and it will definitely feel awkward to talk to each other after that... i miss him very much la... *sigh*

On another hand, K is starting to cold down as well as we're currently having to live with what we are having now, without one another, for another 10 months... Before i started the relationship with K, he was the high profile kinda guy and knows quite a number of people and from what i heard, he was as well a slut... I am now very worried that as we are far apart, he would just go back to his previous lifestyle and the 'we' would be gone as well...

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